I'm an ordinary guy, sort of straight but someone who coerced into gay sex rather too early in life. Several old men befriended me and eventually started verbally and physically usng me to the point where I was made to feel sexually inadequate as a male. Many years later I am reliving those early days. I love woman’s underwear and simple dresses. I am more your average sissy faggot rather than beautiful crossdresser. I like it that way, macho guy for friends and family one minute, sissy faggot for a perverted old man the next. I love older sexually more potent and powerful alpha men who are prepared to order, command and abuse me.